My mother couldn't spell either, but her handwriting was lovely! She was an artist and her brain definitely worked differently than most.
I can spell but I can't draw.
My dad was a math whiz, bad handwriting. Just goes to show you can't have it all, I'm assuming you are probably a pretty good artist.
The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?
Follow your Heart
Use the Word of God and your brain.
Make the RIGHT decision.