something (Somebody actually ) really nailed me just now so i have to say this

i love ya'll, every single one of ya'll

- - - and at the end of the day THAT'S what it's all about - - -

micheal, so what happened?

oh, i was just sitting here listening to our "church service"( live hookup to temple baptist church with charles lawson) and it just hit me that most of our friends and family around here have died....kids live far away....my wife is very sick....just the realization that i am basically alone if something goes wrong with my wife....same for her if my cancer comes back again.....just how much i relate to ya'll, thats all spring

Wow man I think sometimes I have a bad week or month... months sometimes.

I do truly feel for you being in this sort of situation. Our wealth is being diminished every minute, makes it more and more difficult to do anything!!

Wish you the best and much love back to you and wife. Will send some prayers your way!
Dave